Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Number Twenty-three
Okay, it's already my birthday. How time flies! I feel that I'm still a teenager. Or maybe I just want to escape the responsibilities and problems of adulthood although that's inevitable especially here in America.
Since it is my birthday, it made me take a closer at what's been new in my life since last year. Well... nothing at all! How pathetic is that?! I've known the same people, did the same things. Didn't meet anyone new that's memorable and nothing happened that's out of the ordinary.
What's my wish for my birthday? Hmmm... I don't know, maybe to be happy with my life. I sorta feel empty inside. I always try to distract myself so I don't feel depressed. Sometimes it works, most of the time it doesn't. It's a wonder I still have my sanity.
I don't know but it's just hard for me to make new friends. It's not that I hate people, it just that I don't like some of them and I'm scared. I would like to have more friends but I guess it's fine being a loner. It has been working the past four years that I've been living here.
My friend from work told me that I should put myself more out there, make new friends. But I just can't do it. Maybe this is what I really am. Sometimes I wonder if I'll be alone when I get old. I'm not scared to be alone actually, it's just that it's sad. I'm used to doing things by myself. I've gone to the movies by myself, no one drops me off and picks me up from the airport, I've dined out by myself, hell... I even went to the zoo and a couple of museums by myself. I don't mind doing stuff alone but it would have been waaayyy... better if I could share it with people.
On a lighter note, I saw this movie, the number 23 with Jim Carey a few months back. Since I'm 23 years old, I wonder what other numbers in my life are 23? It's really hard to come up with 23! Bday? No. Phone? No. Student number? No. SS numuber? No. The only thing I can think of is my house number, 3720-> 3*7+2=23! I really thought hard for that one!
Hey, my birthday next year is friday the 13th! Cool!
Since it is my birthday, it made me take a closer at what's been new in my life since last year. Well... nothing at all! How pathetic is that?! I've known the same people, did the same things. Didn't meet anyone new that's memorable and nothing happened that's out of the ordinary.
What's my wish for my birthday? Hmmm... I don't know, maybe to be happy with my life. I sorta feel empty inside. I always try to distract myself so I don't feel depressed. Sometimes it works, most of the time it doesn't. It's a wonder I still have my sanity.
I don't know but it's just hard for me to make new friends. It's not that I hate people, it just that I don't like some of them and I'm scared. I would like to have more friends but I guess it's fine being a loner. It has been working the past four years that I've been living here.
My friend from work told me that I should put myself more out there, make new friends. But I just can't do it. Maybe this is what I really am. Sometimes I wonder if I'll be alone when I get old. I'm not scared to be alone actually, it's just that it's sad. I'm used to doing things by myself. I've gone to the movies by myself, no one drops me off and picks me up from the airport, I've dined out by myself, hell... I even went to the zoo and a couple of museums by myself. I don't mind doing stuff alone but it would have been waaayyy... better if I could share it with people.
On a lighter note, I saw this movie, the number 23 with Jim Carey a few months back. Since I'm 23 years old, I wonder what other numbers in my life are 23? It's really hard to come up with 23! Bday? No. Phone? No. Student number? No. SS numuber? No. The only thing I can think of is my house number, 3720-> 3*7+2=23! I really thought hard for that one!
Hey, my birthday next year is friday the 13th! Cool!
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// posted by srbd @ 9:49 PM 
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ako naman napanood ko siya 23 days before my 23rd birthday. dapat gagawa ako ng post tungkol sa number 23 pero nakornihan na ako, kasi yun lang din yung naisip ko na may 23.
kung ipipilit ko pa, 25lahat ng letters sa pangalan ko, kasama middle name. o di ba, bawasan mo na lang ng dalawa 23 na! amazing! wahaha
kung ipipilit ko pa, 25lahat ng letters sa pangalan ko, kasama middle name. o di ba, bawasan mo na lang ng dalawa 23 na! amazing! wahaha
belated happy birthday, sab! wag kang ma-stress masyado dahil wala ka maysadong kaibigan... basta open ka lang dadating din yun. :) Enjoy life!
sab, bumili ka na ng maraming pusa!!
hayaan mo papunta na kami diyan ni Dyan. antay ka lang 10 years.
So to you Rhea and Sab, belated happy happy birthday, and may the prince of darkness guide you in every step of your way. =p
--maki
hayaan mo papunta na kami diyan ni Dyan. antay ka lang 10 years.
So to you Rhea and Sab, belated happy happy birthday, and may the prince of darkness guide you in every step of your way. =p
--maki
# posted by 
: 6:39 PM
: 6:39 PM
bru!
ano yang niremove mo na comment? haha! magpost ka ng pics. :)
for a change, goal mo this yr ay gayahin si paris. dui. oh di ba? para ma-experience mong makulong d'yan.
at pupuntahan ka namin ni maki. bibili s'ya plane tickets kasi mayaman na yan. tapos ako sasakay sa bag n'ya. panigurado naman na kasya ako dun. >:)
ano yang niremove mo na comment? haha! magpost ka ng pics. :)
for a change, goal mo this yr ay gayahin si paris. dui. oh di ba? para ma-experience mong makulong d'yan.
at pupuntahan ka namin ni maki. bibili s'ya plane tickets kasi mayaman na yan. tapos ako sasakay sa bag n'ya. panigurado naman na kasya ako dun. >:)
# posted by : 1:24 AM
: 1:24 AM
Sab! Huhuhu!!!
Ok lang yan! uwi ka na lang dito sa Pinas, madami kaming friends mo dito.
Pero seriously though, I think medyo maging open ka din. Kaya mo yan!
Ok lang yan! uwi ka na lang dito sa Pinas, madami kaming friends mo dito.
Pero seriously though, I think medyo maging open ka din. Kaya mo yan!
Tops, hirap isipin nun ah! hahaha!!
Rhea, eh ano ngayon kung napanood mo rin yun?! hahaha!! Nang-away raw ba!
Dy, wala akong binura na post. Na-double post lang ata si Tops kaya binuta nya yung isa.
Sa, salamat!!
Maki, naiisip mo ba ang naiisip ko?! Hahaha!!!
Ros, kakayanin ko! hahaha!!! Bahala na!!
Rhea, eh ano ngayon kung napanood mo rin yun?! hahaha!! Nang-away raw ba!
Dy, wala akong binura na post. Na-double post lang ata si Tops kaya binuta nya yung isa.
Sa, salamat!!
Maki, naiisip mo ba ang naiisip ko?! Hahaha!!!
Ros, kakayanin ko! hahaha!!! Bahala na!!
kung kailangan mo ng kaibigan, andito lang kami. uwi ka lang dito sa pinas. tapos pag andito ka na, kami naman ang aalis pa-amerika. harharhar!
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